زيف الأعراس!

في فترة بقائي في المنزل هذا العام، زاد وجودي في الأعراس لدرجة أنه أصبح من الغريب ألا تكون دروبي في زفاف ما!!!

معظمهم صديقاتي المقربات وأخوة عزيزين على قلبي! والبعض الآخر أشخاص لا اعرفهم ولكن يجب علينا أن نؤدي الواجب!!! نعم وإلا سيقال " ترى فلااااانه مايت العرس ونحن دعيناها عنبوووه موول ماتوجب حد!! " ياللهول لا شكرا لا نريد ايا من هذه الكلمات هههه
في بعض " الأعراس" ترى الترتيب والتنسيق وتعرف أنه أمر متعوب عليه فعلاً ومصروف عليه الكثير الكثير!! وللأسف يذهب كل هذا خلال ساعتين فقط! وربما أقل!!

وفي البعض الآخر تجد أنه قد اختلط الحابل بالنابل! لا مكان تجلس فيه! الأطفال ها هناك! والخادمات في هناك آخر!!! وأطفال المقهويات في أماكن عددددة ! خخخخخ يتجمعون فقط، كي يلعبوا ومن ثم ينتظرون اللحظة الحاسمة! لحظة "التنقيط على العروس أو المعرس" هذه عادة غريبه لها طعمها الخاص سبحان الله!!

آخر زفاف حضرته كان بالأمس! كانت العروس صغيره جدا! تبلغ من العمر 17 عاماً !! الله يسعدها يارب!
وستتغرب إلى السعودية! ادعو الله لهما كل خير .. ليس حديثنا عن العروس الآن.. خخ
الأمر الذي شغل بالي هو وجودنا نحن الفتيات في هذه الأعراس! ميكياج تسريحه فستان جميل مزركش لا نستطيع المشي من ضيقه أو من طووله، !! وعباءه خفييفه جداً تظهر أكثر مما تستر! ما الفادة منها لست أدري!!

وخلف هذه الوجوه المليئة بالميك آب والملطخه بالأصباغ! هناك الكثير من القصص! ، وما أحزن أكثرها..
لكن تبقى هذه التجمعات، تجمعات فرح ولقاء للأحبه من بعد طول غياب!
أدعو الله أن يفرح الجميع ببناته وأولاده قريباً جدا! عشان نجووف عيااالكم قولوا آمييين ..

وانتظروني بمقالب خفيفه في الأعراس التي حضرتها في موضوع آخر ..

شتاء المشاعر

في شتاء دارها ...
لا تستطيعـ كتمان رعشاتـ أطرافها!
ولا رجفهـ قلبهـا الصغير ..
إنه ماتشعر بهـ هي اليوم! شتاء المشاعر في ذروة ربيـعـ المحبة ها هناك!
مابين همساتـ الجميعـ .. وضحكاتهم .. تسرح هي في اللا بعيد! تغيبـ في المجهولـ!
كم هو صعب .. انتظار المجهول! والخوف من الاقتراب منه!
ليتها تمتلكـ القوة! لترى مايحمل لها المستقبل!
لترى ماذا يكن لها اليوم والغد الذي ستختاره بكلتا يديها!
"فلانه/ أين سرحت؟"
"ها؟ " وتبتسم ابتسامه صفراء تغطيـ بها حرجها..
آه! ليتهم يعلمونـ!
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ومابينـ همساتـ المساء همسـهـ
"يارب آنسـ وحدتها .."
28-7-2008

timeless!

Its hard to take decision in this life, you just live your day peacefully, never ever thinking that your tomorrow will be different, in its all dimensions :) JUST by that decision you took one day!!

and because of that decision, I felt that I am so so timeless!! from every thing, that's why I wanted to have more time with my family. My elder sis suggested to go have fun out side, so we went to mbazrah. and yeah, we really had fun there!! LOL laughing all the time :P and I took this cool picture hehehe
this is my Cuz jumping to cross my sis >> that i've erased using the Photoshop :P
also we had great trip in the car singing and dancing LOL funny eeh hehehe..


The day before yesterday, my dear chibi-chan visited the UNI again after her graduation :D Ohh honey how i missed your presence, your laugh, the way you think! every thing wallah :( let's reverse the time for just being together again :D >> sounds cool ha?
I took these pics that day in the uni.. we met AD-Queen and Jode Abot too.. it was wonderful day.

Now nothing in ma mind :P I ll be back soon, ohh yeah guys, if you have any photography Ideas, hit me with them -_- am empty -_- !!

1st Student Conference :D 17-4-2008 yay!- 1

The Last week as today *17-4-2008* I had a presentation to give about myself and photography .. first of all I've spend the whole week saying that I'll update the slides I have but I didn't until the last day before the presentation!! and that day I was tired lil bit being home at 7 pm after a long day in the UNI, and many of the ideas are here in this old mind >_> yet I started the whole thing again, wrote my notes and what am gonna tell them, then updated the slides, deleted some, so on.. when I was done, it was 2:30 am :| OH MY!! i was chocked and hahaha don't laugh I left every thing and headed directly to my pillow :P lol tried to sleep but!!!!!!!!! no way I couldn't i was thinking alooot about it.. heeeef droubi its not the end of the world just sleep sleep, I've recited some prayers and tried to sleep till 6:30 am :| *regad metga6e3 6b3an*

then I woke up like a crazy child missing some thing!!! I remembered that there is sth I didn't add in the slides, so I raaaaaan to my LABTOP doing this, then prepared my Cam, and the lenses, tripod, some filters but didn't use them :P

and then, back to my femininity :P lol I tried to be beautiful as much as I can but not that much y3ny loool

I wanted to give them some papers on what to be concerned when buying new camera, but the papers were not there :| ma3arf wen wadooohm :( o 3gb yelast adawer adawer mafee faydeh a5er shy re7t bdoon awrag lol , ill tell them what I remember o 5alla9na :P lool

when I went there, I expected to have alot of noisy ppl going here nad there, yet every thing was soo calm *how strange :confused: * I reached the campas tried to ask some one about my place!! *I forgot where I will present * lol i was like is it 14 or 15, there were another Alia will present, which one was me?? :| lool ma3arf sho yaaany..
hahaha
3gb chan a5eth wergah mn bent o dawwart mekany o 7a99alt el rooom :D

in my room I saw another teacher there, she asked me *are you presenting here* I told here yessssss, then she asked * what is your subject?* I said * photography = D and my experience with it * she was like * WOW ! That's cool, have Goood Luck then!! and enjooy it*!!

Un like every time I give presentation I was so calm, happy, and fresh!! how on earth ma3arf!! may be because I will talk about sth I really like!! and that's what happened actually,,,

choofo ana te3abt mn el katabah bakkamel el bagy b3deen :P LOOL

BRB...

Sad Love story :P

Yesterday I was so tired and got a very painful pain in ma back!! it happened because I moved in a wrong way >_< I suffered a lot form it, can't easily walk and can't change positions =( That's remind me of 7 years back when I got the same pain for months but out of no where!!
I remember once I was having fun with friends at al Hilli Fun City, and there was a game were you have to set on an animal and stick to it for long time so that you get a very big surprise!! for sure no one get that surprise, But for some reason I wanted to try it!! and I did!! and NOW, I wish I didn't!! I do remember when the game started I was so happy because I was strong enough to stick to it for may be one min and a half which is some thing great!!

My friends were encouraging me happily and saying funny quotes here and there, suddenly that guy who controls the speed of the game, raised up the speed to the double which made me feel so sick at that time!! and for one moment I found my self upside down flying in the air in a very strange position that might cut my back into two pieces!!! My friends were still happy until the moment I fall down feeling pain and can't speak or breath for two minutes!!!
I really can't explain that moments I wanted to ask them to STOP laughing!! yet sadly I couldn't, after sometime, they brought me a water and tried to make feel better, while am still can't believe what happened to me the last three minutes???

Then I tried hard to become normal and have fun again yet I couldn't the pain I felt was horrible.. anyway, the days later on, I used to ask some one to massage me ..and then el 7mdellah I regain my health, but didn't expect that pain to come again???

Now whenever I stand for long time or carry something heavy I got it back too!! which make that memory come again!! I just want to say el 7emdellah, and that was the end of this love story :P heheh

her life in lines

Salam Alikom w'ra7met allah w'barakatoh
How are you doing guys? Long time I haven't write any thing about myself over here "kinda lazy and isolated some how :P"
The Last three months were bless to me, with its happiness, loneliness, and the changes that happened to me, and our family,
My elder sister Got Married three weeks ago, and I didn't Invite any of my friend :giggle: "I know my bad but I wasn't in the mood to meet friends this wedding exactly!! The bride means a lot to me and I was really upset all the time thinking that she is gonna leave the house!! We are more than siblings.. she was the only one who talks to me like friends and real friends, not only sisters! but don't worry am fine now :D got over it this week only!! lol
The sweet thing for this wedding is that I've designed the card, printed it, and helped in the decoration!! yaay that was really cool.. here are part of the card, and the decoration of it.. its rounded with golden piece of Dan tail.. Ill upload the card as a deviation if one want to use it, "just incase ha :P"




Another sweet thing is that we are expecting new born baby next month in May! yaaay am really happy, he/she is gonna be the real close baby to droubi, the last week I was in front of my cousin talking to her baby"ana 5alooh droubi e6la3 7eloo wella mab9awerk tesma3" XD lol am so mean aint I :P heheh
In the academic life am toward many projects that must be done this month!! so please pray for me to be strong without any collapses!! :pray:
mmmm what else shall I say?? I guess nothing that's too much to know lol
here you we go, lets have some snaps,
My sweet :devwitchstyle: started something great to me that day! am really Glad for you and I hope I can make you all proud! yarab!


This was a gift from my sweet haruhi http://haruhichan.blogspot.com/ that was the best gift ever!! thanks huneeeeeey :glomp:

This drawing done by my lil sister, i loved it really, how cute!! kinda saying color up your life babeh :P lol



all the best
Droubi :heart:

وافتقدتك ..بيــنـ الضلوـعـ

Dubai-ing :D

Hello guys .. Its been Long time ha.. well its gonna be always that long time hehheh.. I've fininshed a HELL semester and it was not that good but its gone after all!!! yeah Gone with scar on the head >_< anyyyy hoooow... I went to dubai guys :D my sweet emirate .. I went to the Global Vellage .. it is really great place to spend your money LOL most of it.. on feeding your self there :P hahaha am not gonna talk alot.. ill leave you with the snaaaaaaps.. yeah yeah snaps time baby :dancing:

our philipinoo friends lol fareeda and Lyonissa :D

PS: it is raining today.. pray for your sweet wishes dears.. ohh God cheer me up always and pure my soul, and.. bring my mom and aunty home again *snif snif*

the cyrcle of life

every one of us has his own cyrcle of life, and in his own life there so many cyrcles, some for the happy life and others for the problems that we face in our days.

It is very hard for the person whose stuck in a problem cyrcle. this might need him to serve for help just for the sake of getting away from that cyrcle. In these days am in one of these hurrible cyrcle and am totally feeling not so good toward it. life is being more complicated day after day. However, we need to face, face every single adventure in problems, happeness, sadness choising great choises!! and bla bla..

I do pray for every one to be safe and away from and bad cyrcles!!!

some snap shots : ) in the top :D

have good night! guys : )

here are some snaps for you... they r gonna be updated ^_^

at the end of the week!

As the starting day of this week, I was strugling to the last day of it!! I donno why! a feeling I had made me think that the first day is the last day lol and i start to miss classes in the college :P lol i believe haruhi-chan and witcho-chan did the same too :P hehe that's why i didn't do well in my two quizes :/ el 7emdella 3ala kul 7al : )

once I went to the bookshop and found these cute stickerzZzZzz :aww:

i decided to share them with my friends, look what witch, and haruhi choose for me :P

My vicks, my friend during my illness the last week : ), but sadly i hate this flaver :P my best is the green ones and the blue taataa

and nooow lets go to the ymmy part =D today i did this sweet and the other dishof chiken ymmmy..

hay aklat el sanafer bas hal marrah bel mars mb bel gallexy...

chiken with carrut and cheese!! my best dish in ramadan wallah!!

and yea ppl start doing 7enna in their hands and am not feeling the eid at all!!!

this is my sister's hand :D

I was browsing my room to find this cute drowing of my cuzn 3zooz :awww: 7beebty wallah i liked your drowing alot, may God bless you :hug:

well.. that's enough for today, ill try to be active as much as I can, and back to photography again, its ma tiiiime babeh!! hu3 hu3 :D

Okay dears, kel 3am o ento b5eer o 3asa ayamkom kelha 5er o fara7 yarab ^_^

o allahumma e3te reqabana mn el nar .ameeen : )

Yarab

at the end of Ramadan, I pray to Allah to bless us all with his merci and his care! ohh Allah be al mighty.. ohh Allah pure my heart from every single feeling of angry and harm to my self and to any one else..allahuma ameen!

I saw them crying, couldn't resist to catch these wonderful images to this great gatharing : ) yarab er7amna bra7matek, o e3teq reqabana mn el nar, o taqabbal mena 9eyamana wa qeyamana ya allah .. allahuma amen ..