what will you do??

Have you ever faced the death?? Have you ever think of leaving this life with out preparing to it?? Have you ever thought that you will not see any of your lovers again?? your Mom, Dad, friends, sweet hearts???

It's a strange sense you feel when you face it.. Your entire life comes to your mind just like a movie.. You see your childhood, your happiness with your friends and family, your sweet moments with whom you love, even your sad moments and the hardest days you've had! You only think of that 'life is so cheap to be sad for' .. And you will start think of how could you say Am Sorry for your beloved ppl or how could you say I LOVE YOU My sweet parents, family, & friends.

its a hard feeling honestly :(
I can't tell you how.. because only ppl who face it would know that feeling..

I faced death once when i was a child and that accident will never leave my mind .. no not at all ..

and once again yesterday.. two careless young men was about to hit me with their fast car.. but thanks God am still here .. and with you again..
and I just want to say that i love you all .. and please forgive me if I hurt you once .. or if i didn't ask about you and take a good care of you my sweet friends and family ..

Please Forgive me

Lost without You

In the last two days I was some how busy and lost at the same time!
I was hanging out in my sister's shop, I luv to work there and deal with the customers. Its really interesting & I learnt many things while working there, like:

* Smile even if you were dieing!!
* Keep on your calmness & speak with the customers in a gentle way!
* Every customer wants you to take a good care of herself and her needs :)
* Every customer has her own style & taste, that's why you can't judge the general decorum by dealing only with one person!

On the other hand, I had to start searching for our projects in the Uni. DUH! i have three and till now we only had the ideas without the doing such a big thing! and we are run of time, but its ok we'll do our best ^_^


on the flickr side! I think all of you noticed that i deleted the flickr bodge, & my flickr gallery, beacuse the site is BLOCKED now due to many things happend there!

as all we know ppl always take the technology and use it in a cheap way! really really cheap! I hate that! flickr was so easy to use and my talent in photography has increased because of the boost and all the friends that i have there.. I really miss them now & how was flickr filling my life with alot of inspirating things & shots! but sadly the bad use of flickr led us to feel how dirty the site was! which made ppl to ask Itesalat to block it so that the effect it has will dicrease, and i hope ppl learn from this matter! Honestly I hope..

In flickr i knew different people from different palces, I'll miss them all, ETI from Holland, The norwegian from Norwei, AMANDA from Taiwan, Anna From Turkie, HD from Kuwait, Creative from Dubai, Hamedical, Misslead, Noooralisa, de-more, and so many other friends that have a big place in my heart :(

I'll miss you all my friends, and will never forget the sweet moments we share together and how you tought me alot of things about photography.. Thank you so much.



On the other side i started to search forr new site that i can upload my shots to, and i found deviantArt! wanna the truth?? i hate it!! its really complicated to use & the navigation of the site is just missleading to me, Duh! i donno when i'll be familier with it! i'll try to inshallah >_<

you can visit me on this link and see the new images that i have

http://droubi.deviantart.com/

you will be more than welcome ^_^

Sometimes i just want to cry or express myfeeling to some one.. sadly till now i didn't find the person that understand me.. No i have alot of great friends that can hold my hand take care of me.. but it's me who can't tell them about me.. i donno know why.. I feel like myself is in treature box, no one can open it except the special ppl :)

Came back from India

Yesterday my sisters and Mom came from India & I was happy to see them again safe!! They told very awesome stories about India! And some funny situations happened to them there lol they were funny wallah :D
They told me about how full India is!! Wow people there sleep in streets! And on walls!! Yeah walls!! do you believe that!!
They showed me many beautiful places there, but unfortunately they didn't visit all ts!

I'll show some of the shots they took there!






Oh!! By the way my sweet camera came back too :D I was happy to see "(her)" again lol
That’s mean no more phone shots lol be Happy now :D

snap snap!! namaste :D

The last week was some how good & some how bad! I'll not tell the bad one! I prefer keep it to myself =)
Well let's share the good one :D

I stepped by Dubai for one day to visit some relatives and do some work!
Two of My sisters and *second* Mom are in India right now.. They will be back on Saturday inshallah.. Today they have a wedding there. It's their first time to visit India & attend an Indian wedding! I think this is so much exciting! I wish am with them! But lol due to some reasons I wish not!! hahaha!! I think I will not love the environment there! Not the nature part! But hmmm I donno .. you think of it ;P

These shots was taken when I was in Dubai.. I was in the car, holding my mobile and snap snap snap every thing I see in my way! Honestly, Am having fun doing that hahah but I do miss my lil Sony Camera :( she's having fun in India right now lol

I love Chanel brand! all my hand bags are Chanel! i don't why lol but i noticed that few days ago! :P



this is sparkle Chanel :D


an ADs. in Dubai.. it said (life in Dubai is not redressed life)


and Wafi .. the mall that i never visit :P


and plane in SemaDubai ;)



The last Wednesday was my little sister 4th birthday! She was in Dubai donno what's happening in our house! When she came she was shocked and hugged me right a way! We made her a cute lil party.. With cakes and sweet presents..And yeah we played old games with the children and it was so much fun.. I loved that day :D

The lil cake.. it was sweet ymmmy


the Queen cutting her cake :D


part of the party with the (M) her letter!



I really need to step by my heart and myself and ask it what my goal in life is! What's my future plan! And what am i doing right now for my future! Did i achieve any thing will help me? Or just setting sadly with no reason to be sad! but I have so much work this week! God please help me! I'll try to forget so many things that disturb me so that I can focus on my work and study for the exams I have!
I'll answer myself and have the motivator for my own then I'll live happy .. no one can annoy me! ^_^
Pray for me my friends =)

all alone!!

salam my dear blog? how are you doing?

today i was fasting, and happy because i was going see two of my university best frinds =) witchoo & ra7eel ^_^

i met witchoo and huged her so much, I really missed her & her chet chating in the cafiteria or on MSN. She's cute, & sweet girl. She knows when am happy or sad or if i was in a crazy mode lol

i was wearing a high corm, so Witchoo was surprized to be that short lol i told her its me having a dummy length with my shoes heheh

I met ra7eel, she's the same as witchoo and i love her soo much! but sadly she's taller than me lol. I greeted her while she was running to the bus hahaha. I think i've done a big mistake by doing that hehehe.
I took my way to the class. actually Small Business Management class!!
its a boring class but lovely one! our teacher is from indonisia & she's full of life always! mashallah =D

she said we are going to have a quiz next next Sunday (20-11-2005)
and our 2nd project is due to (11-12-2005) *as if we finished the 1st one lol*

anyway, we finished the class & I started my 2nd and last class (Information System Basics. our instrutor is kind as well (all of them are kind today for eid sake hehe)
we learned something about PHP & SQL language (exactly the sellect function)
I was happy doing it and trying to solve things with the doctor but eeh! the class had finished and o found myself all alone in the class =(

well Droubi what are you going to do? now its 3:30 pm !! hmmmmmm OK!!..

first of all lets pray el 3a9er! Done!!

lets update your poor blog!! Done!!

lets change your computer background!! done!!

efff now what! ahaaa why don't take some photographes for this poor class by your phone!! lol it was a crazy thing to do but i was happy & alone ;) hahaha

This is where i was setting! all alone with my sweet labtop!!



No teachers!!



or even Friends!


There was a lovely view behind the class, yellow flowers with greeny grass! i was soo refreshing!



in our garden! The cats were having FUN together as well!! lol



aaah!! Thats enough for today! am gonna leave you now! well have sweet dreams all of you and lemme know about you! =D

Goood Night!!

back to study after eid holiday!

salam alikom w. w.

after four days in eid holiday, we are back to our routine schedule in the university, but this time with big smile and happy greetings, and ofcourse, new clothes *stylish one lol*.

for me i woke up at 6:15 am *my lil sis woke me up!* took a quike shower and prayed al fajer, and blaa blaa blaa then driven the car to the uni =D

my first calss was at 8 am, and i wished that our teacher not to appear!! but sadly he did! =(

and as usual i was sleeping all the time. I struggled not to do but our teacher habit is like that!(my Godness!! i want to be with you sir.. don't explain the lecture like that!!) i said to myself.
Our instructor saw me few times with closed eyes lol

see my hand writing while i was sleeping lol and tell me if you understood something =Pp





my hand writing in the other class while i was sleeping too lol





after having all my classes & having fun with old friends of mine in the uni

i came back to the house, had my luanch, and oops!! it time to pray el afternoon prayer!! (el 3a9er) but i really was chocked and disappointed to hear the athaan!!

you will ask why!!?? lemme tell you; ppl in al ain now use the electronic Athan and today it was off and donno what happened to the electronic machine!! we were hearing sth like (allah akbar ....... akbar ..... laa elaha ellla Allah) *the dots are silent voice* i do really hate this electronic one!! if we all use it so why do we have mo6aw3ah or mo2atheneen !! and i think they forgot that (al mo2athenoon a6wal al nnas a3naaqan yawma el qeyamah) (people who recites Athan are the tallest ppl have necks in the judgement day) said prophet Mohammed Peace Be Upon Him .

Happy EID My Friends :)

Happy Eid Every one

May Allah spread the joy into all over your life, and in shallah

Allah will accept your fasting and your good works.

To every one I say, may we all be able to open up our hearts to the people around us.

The world would be slightly a better place for us to exist in.